Glob trackor
February 25, 2026 at 6:55:42 PM
Dude you Remind me of my first tour of a nuclear reactor i trained in at college.
We walked on the bridge over the reactor. I looked down, then immediately crouched and hooked my arms under the railing.
The tour guide chuckled and asked if i was scared i would fall in. I said yes.
Like a liar...
Because in that blue glow of the nuclear reactor, i saw beauty like none have ever seen. I yearned for the blue glow. The longing was a screeching madness, wailing as it clawed on the walls of my mind. Commanding me to leap over the railing and bask in the radiance of the sapphire waters. I was certain that if i hadn't crouched down, hadn't abandoned the smiling face of god, my body would have pitched me over the railing, before my mind could choose.
Months later, i had noticed several posters with closeup pictures of the reactor. I awkwardly asked the director of the training program if they sent in divers to take pictures of it. He gave me a knowing look, and said i'd die by the time i got halfway to the reactor. I thanked him and scurried away.
The light still calls to me. It was a human equivalent of a bug zapper.
Replied on: February 25, 2026 at 6:56:26 PM
blaza im goingtofucking strangle you